my new. i really want my new.

when i try to forget my old one, i get my new one. when i try to start with my new one, similar problems come to my new one just like what happened with my old one. my old and new are really complicated. wish all of those beautiful problems go awaaay. and bring back my old and new both to me. no no no maybe just the new one. please God. i really want my new. MY NEW OH MY NEW. you are sooo faar away to me. closser and we will make it.

- annabel wants disappear it seems so........ immposible