hello. it's my first day in surabaya after took a 10 days off and went back home to jakarta. i don't know why, but i feel time is running so slowly here. and now i am all alone. not all alone actually. my room mate, imaniar had fall asleep from 9 pm. i mean, i am the only person who still awake in this room. i just hear the tick and the tock voices from my clocks. fyi: we have 3 clocks here (y)
hhhh, i feel so lonely. i miss my home. already :(
i'll be your diary, when you have stories
i'll be your food, when you're hungry
i'll be your water, when you're thirsty
i'll be your street, when you walk
i'll be your car, when you need to drive
i'll be your mirror when your face is ruin
i'll be your compass, when you're lost
i'll be your whatever
because, i love you
as my best friend
goodbye lover, it's an honor to be your friend, forever :D
when i was playing "tap jongkok" at my kindergarten eleven years ago, i fell. it has made an ugly scar on my knee. and it is still there now.
i stumbled my mukena when i took religion practice exam in the 6th grade. i lied down on the floor so i can see the ceiling straight to my eyes. i can't move my leg, my hand, and my waist. my head hit the floor. and it was REALLY painful.
i have fallen from my friend's rooftop when i was on the 9th grade. it was the most idiot thing that could happen to me. i ran here and there and....booomb, i fell. it made a hole not only on the roof but also on my knee. so much blood came over my knee and it became distended.if you touch my left knee now, you can feel that there is something wrong with mine. the shin is bigger than the right one. if there wasn't any wood or something like that maybe you can't read this embrassing post and just sitting over my headstone and wondering why i passed this way.
it was about two years ago, when me and my friends took an athletic test. it was 100 meters sprint. my left leg slipped with the right. and guess what? i fell in front of couple of eyes. became center of attetion through this way is very uncool.
the latest fall of mine happened few days ago when i crossed the drainage at my "kosan". the brigde just made by a piece of unsecure wood. i can pass the bridge, but then i slipped. yeah you can't imagine how terrible it is.
and, i think the consequense from all of those accidents is
my KNEECAP's move from the place.
you have no idea how painful it is.
the only way to cure it just with the tradional massage. and i
HATE IT SO MUCH.
my first semester subject
1. english
2. religion
3. mathematics
4. statistics I
5. planning theories
6. introduction to urban and regional planning
7. introduction to informatics technology
you'd better love it bel. your life depends on it now..................
can i survive with the two bolds?
crying, out loud
actually, watching tv series is not that bad you know. you can learn anything from them. take the advantages and throw the disadvantages away. but of course, you have to select the good one which makes any sense with your mind. for your information, i dont like to watch even to see the tv series from my country. i know it's bad. i like to say that i'm a very nationalist person. i love and always proud to say that i'm indonesian. but in this case, umm, i cant agree more. too many drama's and too many "somethings" that cant make any sense to my mind when i'm watching the local tv series. so, i prefer to watch something like kinda different with the local one. something that not always about being amnesia, or finding the missing child. that's too general and too much
so, i choose ugly betty as my favorite tv series. it's an another version of betty la fea which produced on columbia with Fernando Gaitan as the writer. ugly betty is more attractive than betty la fea for me personally. ugly betty is worth to see, no doubt about it. it's not always about sex, money, love, the ugly and the beauty. not always being so american or something. it mostly teaching you how to pursue your dreams and sacrifie yourself for the others good.
betty suarez, the main character in this series, is a fat girl with glasses, braces, bad hair and creepy voice who always being bully by another workmate at the mode (the magazine she work for). she hired as a assistant for daniel meade the editor in chief at mode. so many troubles and bad things happened when she worked as daniel's assistant. she tried to be patient and kept take care of daniel. work with heart even it's not the position she wanted to be in. she sacrifie so many important things in her life to help daniel out of his troubles. till daniel promoted her as a featured editor in that magazine. her skill and talent on writing make her meet people who appreciate and love her. surrounding by the great people, the crush-ers, the lovers, the family, the haters and the troubles makes betty understood what is life for. she's always there when family need her. always try to help when the workmate needs some help. always being akward when a man come and in love with her inner beauty. and always being nice when the haters try to let her down. taht's the good of betty.
till she got a better job and have to leave all those things. all the life she went through when she worked at mode, then she moved to london. leaving people she love and love her back. it's kinda tearing watching that scene. the scene when betty went to london.
but she have to do that. it's her dream. everything she always want is in front of her eyes. she leaves people for the good. for her future.
i think we should learn something from this series. dont you ever dare to give you dreams up just that simple. chase over it, like you chasing a boy :) dont be easy to give up, follow the betty's spirit till you become a succesfull person and make people arround so proud of you.
be nice to the people,
and you'll get the advantages from that,
just like betty's.
you'd better watch ugly betty!!! i cant wait the 5th season, really
